† chapter 1: an average life

As i walk to higakashumi high, i already felt bored with my life! almost everyday of my life, these are the things that happen. As i walk in the room of 2-F, the last section and i think this was only made for retards like me, i noticed this girl that just smiled at me, yah, she was cute and hot... oh, shit! i think i wet my pants! darn! why does this always has to happen to me?! so, there goes the hottest girl that ive seen for this day... turned off cause i peed infront of her. This happens almost everytime i see a hot girl or if i read totally porn manga series... sometimes when i draw a hentai girl or shoujo ai, i cant stop doing this because i earn money this way! besides, it feels good for a shy type pervert like me... but sometimes it comes to my mind; i want to be more than a XXXmanga artist... i know, there's more to life than this...

I am really this ordinary... so normal, no one can distinguish me in the crowd. Sometimes i wish i was more different so I, with my own name, can be distinguish from the others. but i am contented just being the normal me yet i still wish there's something out there waiting for me, my own great adventure! but no matter how hard i wish, i know this will never happen cause i know that my destiny was to be like this, a normal human being... forever...

Since i was a little kid, no one really expect me to become a someone...why? because everyone knows i am a person that cant achieve anything, a person that listens but ever talks... and a person who can do nothing to change this violent world we live in... yah, they were right. All my life, i lived like this, never been experiencing something different... maybe i am different... because i am too normal! i might be a XXXmanual addict but this was too normal too... except the part when i pee infront of hot girls!

i want to be a someone but i'm too lazy to do so... i want to be different but i am too normal to be one... i know, my life was meant to be like this... boring, cruel and violent... yah, and also a little bit not for minors ... ahehehe... but what can i do? this is the real me that's been trying to survive all these years by not being different ad by not standing out in the crowd.

i am me...no one can change that...

i am normal... and i am contented...

i am an XXXmanga artist... and FYI, loving it!

i am a pervert... yah, its totally normal for me to peek in shower rooms of girls in our school...

i am very idiotic infront of girls... but im used to it...

oh yah... i forgot to introduce myself; my name is Teiji Ishihara. 14 yrs old... 2nd yr student from 2-F, the last section of the second year in higakashumi high... a pervert that loves to read XXX manga but very stupid and idiotic-looking infront of girls. My current profession is an XXXmaga artist; people pay me big for theses stuff... i like lingerie... especially the pink ones! ahehehe...